OK. i hate to feeling that way  i hate to thinking about it everyday

Claro, vos te calentas por unaestupides HABER yo etiendo lo que te paso y me aprece bien al calentura , pero no la forma en que me trataste como si YO te hubiera echo algo, en vez de ponerte en mi lugar y pensar qe en mi situacion tu reaccion hubiera sido igual o PEOR... y yo de todas formas hubiera estado ahi, y sos el que salta con el tema de vengarte(nose de que)  y se en que consiste esa venganza y no me voy a quedar coomo una idiota en mi casa viendolo, ya te mand whatzapp te explique ni bola , listo yo salgo con mis amigas A DIVERTIRME no a buscar revancha y saltas con un estado que dice "no te importa nada" nono al contrario me importa pero que queres que haga? yo este sabado osea hoy uqeria ver una peli con vos en tu cas o la mia comer y joder, pero te enculaste al pedo te fuiste de joda y que? pretender que me quede en casa triste aburrida sin hacer nada? hago algo y AMI no me importa nada?XD Claro baby 

Estoy cansada y herida...
Te extraño, si TE EXTRAÑO, extraño al chico del que me enamore y por el que cambie tanto de mi y por el que era capaz de dejar TODO...
Extraño al chico tierno y amoroso que me hacia sentir querida siempre
Extraño al chico compañero y comprensivo con el que se podia hablar d todo
Extraño al chico sensible y divertiido que me queria ver siempre involucrarme en todo nombrarme en todo, que siempre me sacaba una sonrisa a pesar de que muchas veces no podia sonreir por culpa de el.
EXTRAÑO A MI NOVIO,AL CHICO CON EL QUE ME PUSE DE NOVIA,QUE YA NO EXISTE MAS, SALVO EN EL EXTERIOR.

All because of you i havent sleep in so long... When i do i dream im drowing in the ocean...All because of you, i belive in angels, not the kind with wings, No, not the kind with halos...The kind that bring you home,when home becomes a strange place...

Ok,encontre una cancion de rise against qe me toco el alma y concuerda con el momento.

We've been alright up to now
But the air that we breathe is about to run out
We've rehearsed our lines clear and loud
But the cue never came and the lights
They never went down
So we're passing the time
While time passes us
The fast lanes a term never applied to usWithout a dime to my name
Or a prayer in the world
I walk out the door

Destination: anywhere but here
Away from you
Now im on my way to the other side
(on my way)
Ill forget everything i left behind
(on my way)
These empty rooms
Are still filled with you
(on my way)

So i dropped out of my own race
A race with no finish line
No first or last place
I watch these faces all run right past me
I turn and walk away
'cause we finally know now what our time here's about we were not meant to be
Another face in the crowd
We're a forest of lives
We grow tall and wide
We won't ever be cut down

Destination: anywhere but here
Away from you

Now im on my way to the other side
(on my way)
Ill forget everything i left behind
(on my way)
These empty rooms
Are still filled with you
(on my way)

I'm so tired and turned around and scared
I'm lying in empty beds again
I'll wait for you to come
To your senses barbed-wire fences
Wont keep me from breaking through
I swear i will for you

Now im on my way to the other side
(on my way)
Ill forget everything i left behind
(on my way)
These empty rooms
Are still filled with you
(on my way)

I'm so tired and turned around and scared
I'm lying in empty beds again
Away from you.

Felling like dating a 5 years old....

God,im so tired...
i want so many things, i just hope i get some ...
a lot of doubts a lot of tears and pain and laught...
i dont know...
im so tired.